Rene Zitas: The black man is tall and muscular,
suggesting he's the active sort. His skin is nearly ebony. Tattoos, black on
black creep out from under his collar and across his bald head like wayward
shadows. Traces of old scars mark the back of large hands and dot a severe face.
Midnight eyes that might very well skewer your soul are hard to meet for very
long. His voice is deep and heavily accented. French maybe? Nondescript in garb,
he's clean and wears clothes that are both concealing and comfortable.
Michelle Morgan: The rock chick steps into
Central Park through the Atrist's Gate, heading to the paths as she looks
around. She's dressed more formally then usual, in a woman's business suit and
skirt, with her blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail. She looks almost like an
executive, if only she could keep that free=spirited look out of her face.
Rene Zitas: He's standing under a tree, studying the night
sky.
Michelle Morgan: A quick look around, and
she finds him. Quick yet unhurried steps take her up to him, and she smiles
warmly as she approaches. "Hey."
Rene Zitas: His dark, obsidian eyes slice across her. No
smile finds his lips. "Wot can I do for you, Ms. Morgan?"
Michelle Morgan: A bit of a sigh, and she
stops about six feet away, not invading his personal space. "I wanted to talk to
you about what happened on Sunday. I felt you deserved some clarification as to
my request that you leave the discussion."
Rene Zitas: "Do you?" Arching a thick brow.
Michelle Morgan: "Yes, I do." She watches
him calmly. "I wouldn't have come down here if I didn't want to explain things
to you, and let you understand where I was coming from. I would have explained
more clearly at the time, but emotions were already running high, and I didn't
want to complicate things further."
Rene Zitas: Gestures with one hand. "By all means."
Michelle Morgan: A sigh. "Would you agree
with me that Sunday was an emotional day for all of us in that room? That Terry,
Mariam, Tessa, Sam, Evan, and Roxy had been through a seriously intense
situation, and were more then a little upset over it?"
Rene Zitas: "I om here to hear your assessment, right now
I listen. I do not answer questions. You speak your mind, woman."
Michelle Morgan: "I wasn't trying to
demand answers, Rene. I was simply trying to illustrate the conditions that were
present, so that I could explain the situation, and why I did what I did." A
pursing of the lips. "Yes, it is my assessment that they had all been through an
intense situation, involving the death of one who was a friend to some of
them...and to me. Not to mention that they had faced a man who had threatened
them all in very blatant and bulgar ways. And all of them, as well as myself,
were quite upset over the situation that had just occurred. Emotions were
running high."
Rene Zitas: "What you seek is consent and validation,
which I do not grant. Continue."
Michelle Morgan: She frowns, but
continues. He can be an asshole all he wants, she'll remain polite and calm. "We
were trying to decide on a course of action that everyone could agree on, in a
situation that was fresh in everyone's mind. I agree with you, that we should
consider the possibility that we will have to deal with Benny. But the others,
who are all very new to this, were having difficulty with this. That exact
moment was not the time to debate the morality of the issue. They needed to be
united in a plan first, find some common ground with with to agree on, that
would put them at ease. After that, we could discuss the possibility of having
to deal with the unfortunate possibility that Benny may be corrupted by Robert."
Rene Zitas: "I wish you luck in dis effort, Ms. Morgan."
Michelle Morgan: "Thank you. We've already
had some." She nods. "Now, from a personal standpoint. You upset me, very
greatly, when you refused to let the issue drop after I had asked you to. I am
going to ask a question now, although you don't have to answer...I'd just like
to put it out there. If someone was invited into your home, and did not cede to
a request you made, after you asked them to comply three separate times AFTER
laying the ground rules beforehand, how would you react?"
Michelle Morgan: ((Already had some
SUCCESS.))
Rene Zitas: "Let me explain zometing to you. Dis could not
occur in my home for many reasons which I believe lie beyond your experience. It
iz not my place to tutor you. You are not my student. But you osk dis question,
so I answer et, oui?"
Michelle Morgan: A deferring nod, and she
stays quiet, letting him answer.
Rene Zitas: "I do not open my doors to discuss mage
business ond allow personal feelings to be involved. In a meeting of de mystics,
I do not introduce censorship. Dis ez bad leadership. In de situation following
eh, powerful events with as you say, high emotions. Dis is not de time for
planning session unless dose involved are experienced hunterz. You do not hov
dis. You should not hov opened de floor for planning under dis situation. Ond
finally, I would not insult a guest because day disagree wit how I run a
meeting. Again, dis goes back to mixing personal with business. You do not hov
dis skill."
Rene Zitas: "If you cannot master your own emotions, you
cannot teach deez children to master ders."
Michelle Morgan: She listens to him
quietly, remaining calm and respectful throughout. When he's done, she nods.
"Your opinions are noted, Rene. I would agree with some of what you said.
However, there are some parts that I don't agree with. Let me explain what I
mean."
Rene Zitas: Gestures her to continue.
Michelle Morgan: "First, I do agree with
you that when discussing business, we should be as objective as we possibly can.
I also agree that censorship should not be allowed in a meeting of our kind.
However, I would suggest, respectfully, that you don't understand the people you
are dealing with here in New York City. You come from a culture which, while I
respect your ways greatly, has a very different psychology then the people here
in America. Therefore, I believe that I, having dealt with people for many years
in a capacity such as this, have a better grasp on the minds of those involved
in that meeting. They needed something to focus on, to take their minds off the
pain. And by bringing up the idea of having to kill one of their own, you were
bringing them back to thoughts of their dead comrade."
Rene Zitas: "Dis goes back to de bad decision to make
planning meeting when you know dos present cannot deal wit de emotions of dare
loss. You make my point for me, Ms. Morgan. Dis maybe waz an opportunity for you
to teach dem to deal wit dis feelings. You mis dis too, by curtailing talk. You
do not make a group den say we plan, but we do it only my way. We do not talk
about dis on dat. Maybe wit children. But I om no child."
Michelle Morgan: "I didn't say that we do
it only my way, Rene. And you're not hearing me. Giving them a plan was the best
way to help them deal with their feelings. We had no problem up to a certain
point. The problem came when you agreed to respect the opinions of all who
entered my home, and when I validated your opinion, but asked you to set it
aside for a moment, you did not. Further, you dismissed any opinion but your own
as to whether to kill or not invalid, thus violating what you had agreed to, to
respect the opinions of all inside." She's remaining remarkably calm as she says
all this. "Also, part of that agreement was not to insult. You began to take a
insulting tone with me, when you pointed your finger at me and started calling
me woman. Therefore, in order to prevent the entire situation from turning into
an argument rather then something constructive, I asked you to leave, since you
would not stop pushing an opinion that as I said, I noted as valid, but asked
you to table for the time being."
Michelle Morgan: "It was not personal,
although to be quite frank, the fact that you dismissed the death of a friend to
me, then turned it into a way to further push your viewpoint, did make me quite
upset. I was trying to maintain order, and you were not being conducive to that
order."
Rene Zitas: "Dat is twice you hov said dis. Let us not
play wit words here. You did not request I leave de discussion. Your words were
'get out'. You ordered me to leave. I did not disregard dos opinions dat not
agreeing wit mine. You are masked by emotion. You did not see I was trying to
show you someting. Dat you cannot make a plan under dos conditions. My error was
to tink you could see dis. You hold a title for dis place, but your wisdom is
small for dis title, Ms. Morgan."
Rene Zitas: "As for de death of your friend, you mourn
when it iz time to mourn. You cannot plan and mourn togedder."
Michelle Morgan: "Yes, Rene. I told you to
get out. Because you would not honor that which you had agreed to. You cannot
say that you didn't disregard Tessa and Terry's opinions when you specifically
told them that they were wrong. And respectfully, Rene, you don't know New York
as well as I do, so I don't think that you're qualified to understand what it
takes to be a Deacon here. You come from a different culture, where things run
differently then here, and you seem to be expecting everyone else to conform to
your culture's beliefs on how things are to be done. That's very narrow-minded
of you, and narrow-mindededness is not conducive to wisdom, either."
Michelle Morgan: "Not that I'm saying that
your culture's value system is incorrect, bacause it's not. It's merely
different, and is not a system that many here have. You can't apply Haitian
beliefs to Americans who have no exposure to it."
Rene Zitas: "Agreement is not required. It iz...eh,
American, I tink, to want everyone to agree. I do not require conformation. Nor
do I make any claims to great wisdom. I see wot I see. I tink dis situation was
poorly managed. It iz never wize to insult a priest, in any culture, Ms. Morgan.
No matter. It iz done. You take your children to war against de marauder. I will
wish you luck."
Michelle Morgan: "I was no more insulting
to you, Rene, then you have been to me." She quirks an eyebrow, watching him.
"Respect is earned in my eyes. You had it, for a while. When you start insulting
that which you don't understand, you quickly lose it."
Rene Zitas: "I hov made no insults to you Ms. Morgan. Dis
is where you hov de problem wit your emotions. I do not agree wit you. Dis is a
fact, not an insult. De burden of leadership iz on de leader, oui?"
Michelle Morgan: "Saying that someone's
wisdom is small for the title they have is an insult. Referring to me by my
gender rather then my name, that is also an insult. Disrespecting the rules you
have agreed to while you are within my home, that is an insult." She gazes at
him calmly.
Michelle Morgan: "As much of an insult
as the simple statement that you are being narrow-minded, that is."
Rene Zitas: Looks her in the eyes. "I tink dis is true.
Look at you. Too young for de wisdom dat goes wit your title. In Haiti, one in
your place would be greater dan twice my years. You wish to wear dis as an
insult you make it such. I speak my opinion. You do not like it. Yet you osk for
it. I refer to you oz woman. You are a woman. Dis is no insult. Unless of
course, you have resentment for being female? I hov seen your lover is a woman,
maybe you prefer to be male, I don't know. I call you dis in frustration,
because you are not seeing what I would show you. Because what you do not agree
wit, is an insult. Oz for your rulez," waves a hand dismissively. "De same."
Michelle Morgan: "And again, you are
showing yourself to be narrow-minded, and viewing things through your culture
only." She sighs a little. "In America, we recognize that age is not
automatically indicitave of wisdom. We have entirely different educational
systems, and have been through entirely different life experiences. Neither is
wrong, they are merely different. The experiences I have had have granted me a
wisdom that would be denied in your culture because of these differences. As for
calling me a woman, you use it in frustration, as you said. Whenever you change
titles because you are frustrated, there has to be a reason. And I think you
know enough to know that calling me 'woman' rather then my name is not going to
make me understand better. Thus, you are doing it because you can't be polite.
That's insulting. And finally, you specifically agreed to follow those rules.
Then, you changed your mind. That shows a lack of respect for me, thinking that
I would allow you to break your word. That also is insulting."
Michelle Morgan: ((We have entirely
different educational systems = You and I have entirely different educational
systems))
Rene Zitas: "Age is not indicative of wisdom, in all
cases, but in general, age brings experience on dis brings wisdom. Insult is
determined for de most part, by intent. You like to call me narrow minded. You
say you are insulting me. Maybe you are. I cannot say, because I do not know
your intent. You say dis because you believe it, is no insult. You say dis az
attempt to make anger, dis is insulting. You insist on being insulted by what
you do not like to hear. Dan be insulted. I cannot change dis in you. Os for
breaking my word to respect de household, I cannot address dis issue wit someone
who cannot see past der own cultural values. You are insulted. I am insulted."
Michelle Morgan: "No, Rene. You
said I insulted you. Please don't say I did it, because I didn't. You said that
I insulted you, and I replied that any insult you have taken was no more then
insults I had taken. At no point have I intended to insult you, in fact I think
I've tried to be quite polite and respectful of your beliefs. I'm sorry that you
have been insulted by things I've said and done, but it was never intended to be
such."
Rene Zitas: "You make one insult. To order me from your
house. I cannot challenge your right for dis. It is done. In Haiti I would say
ki kunta. Does not translate so well, eh, good stroke of de knife, because it
cannot be challenged, eh?"
Michelle Morgan: "And again, I ask you to
look at the underlying reason behind it, and to understand that, while I was
upset when I did it, the reason I did it was not to insult you, but to restore a
situation to order. I apologize if insult was taken, it was not intended."
Rene Zitas: "You cannot apologize for dis here." Frowning.
Michelle Morgan: She watches him for a
moment, eyes appraising, then nods. "All right, then. What would you accept in
apology?"
Rene Zitas: He blinks at her, finding it hard to believe
she doesn't know how to form an apology. Are Americans really this barbaric?
"Apology can only be made in de context of de insult. In de same place, before
de same people."
Rene Zitas: His tone suggests he's having trouble
believing she doesn't know this.
Michelle Morgan: She sighs a little, and
regards him with that calm, even gaze. "Fair enough. I don't think you're
understanding at all what I was trying to do. But I will apologize to you for
insult you took at actions that were not intended to be insulting, in the way
you request, if you return the favor."
Rene Zitas: He stares at her a good long moment. "Ms.
Morgan. You osk me to explain dis, so I do. But to make a bargain... is not an
apology. You understand dis?" Frowning.
Michelle Morgan: "Of course. I'm not
asking for a bargain. In fact, I will apologize to you, properly, whether you
apologize back. I'm just asking you, as a courtesy, to apologize to me."
Michelle Morgan: ((whether you apologize
back or not.))
Rene Zitas: "I cannot apologize to you for any
misunderstandings, in dis place."
Michelle Morgan: "Why not, Rene?" She
frowns. "Right here is where you said the things that I took as insult. I'm
afraid I'm not following you."
Rene Zitas: "Eh?" Holds up a hand to halt the
conversation. Americans. They give him such a damned headache. "Never mind. You
apologize in my fashion, I give you yours." He drops to one knee. "I humble
myself before you, for dis. I make apology for de roll I play in our
misunderstandings. Some ignorance, some anger."
Michelle Morgan: She nods. "Thank you,
Rene. I accept your apology. I'll get everyone together, back in my apartment,
and make apology to you, as soon as I possibly can."
Rene Zitas: Rises to his feet. "Os you wish. Dis is not a
trade."
Michelle Morgan: She shakes her head. "No,
it's not...nor did I intend for it to be taken as such." She does drop to a knee
herself. "Here and now, Rene, I do wish to apologize for any unsult you may have
taken toward my comment just a bit ago that you were vieweing things in a
narrow-minded fashion."
Rene Zitas: Frowns. He really doesn't see any point in
apologies without witnesses. "One does not apologize for opinions, Ms. Morgan."
Michelle Morgan: "I'm not apologizing for
the opinion, Rene. I'm apologizing for not stating the opinion in a way that
would not be taken as an insult."
Rene Zitas: "I woz not insulted, Ms. Morgan. Like my
comments upon your wisdom, deze are matters for tot. I will meditate upon my
narrow mindedness. Maybe you will consider meditating upon your wisdom. We learn
more dis way, eh?"
Michelle Morgan: A smile, and she rises
with a nod. "Good, then. I think we're starting to understand each other a
little bit more." ((Per+Emping him))
Michelle Morgan:
9,8,10,7,6,3,
Rene Zitas: "I tink der iz a very wide gap between our
tots."
Rene Zitas -> Michelle Morgan: There's a great deal of
doubt in him as to whether they will really ever understand one another.
Michelle Morgan -> Rene Zitas: Does he
seem at least willing to try, though?
Rene Zitas -> Michelle Morgan: He's been trying. Otherwise
they wouldn't be having this meeting. But American culture strikes him as
immature.
Michelle Morgan: She nods a little, and
smiles. "I think you're right. But all we can do is try and navigate through,
see if we can understand each other. I think we're closer."
Rene Zitas: "Perhaps a little. Good evening Ms. Morgan." A
slight bow, and he turns and walks away.
Michelle Morgan: "Good night, Rene. Be
well." She heads back to the Artist's Gate, heading toward home.
Rene Zitas: ((thanks for the game, good night!))